So first of all I deleted some previous blog posts. Remodeling is going on. Its good. I really want to start utilizing this thing. I always say that.. that I'm going to blog on Myspace or Facebook or here.. and then I never do. We'll see what happens yeah?

So this is what's on my mind: Indecisiveness. It plagues many of us. Some more then others but all at least once. Lol, I can't imagine someone who's only been indecisive ONCE in their entire life. Props to that person, though I don't think they exists. I tend to be a pretty indecisive person. I think it's because I have to over think things. Some people just know what they want. No need to over think the situation. This decision over here stands out as the best so it's the one I'm taking. I just can't do that. Is that a bad thing? I don't think "over thinking" things is necessarily a bad thing, though it may have a negative connotation. I don't think you can OVER think. Gosh it seems like too many people under think... the world probably doesn't quite meet it's thinking quota and probably seriously needs a few people to over think things. You're welcome world. lol.

So what are my motives for over thinking stupid situations that might not matter that much and then being indecisive about them? Am I afraid of failure? Hmmm.... that might be it. Which is stupid. Failure is something I realized a long time ago that I'm afraid of, and I've really been working on shaking that fear. Perfection is boring. I really truly believe we as humans are beautiful in our imperfection. It's taken me some work to finally realize that, but it's probably one of the coolest things I've realized in my life. Oh sweet revelation.

Don't take life too seriously! Oh man isn't the thought of living life in the present such a tantalizing idea? Seems so chill. I don't know if it's realistic, but I think it's something we should strive a little closer to doing. It seems like the society we live in is so obsessed with what's happening next, but all you can really do anything about is what's happening now. That's all that's tangible. Now.

Thinking is still good though!

Ok kids Broken Glass by the Murder City Devils just came on and this shit is ecstasy. It must be noted.
Here's a live video. Lap it up.

I've been doing a vegetarian blog series on MySpace if any of my nonexistent readers would like to check it out.

Vegetarian Blog Pt. I

Vegetarian Blog Pt. II (What I eat)

Vegetarian Blog Pt. III: Interview With David (Reformation of an Extreme Meat Eater)

Vegetarian Blog Pt. IV: Environmental Vegetarianism

Vegetarian Blog Pt. V: My Top 10 Vegetarian Celebrities




If you're interested in more add me on MySpace.